[ Inside a giver's mind ] -by aleaf-

Alone and naughty
Zeal for fun
Broken but screamed it out
In time for him to heal.
Clicked a feeling
Caught up in love
It was an awesome bloom.

Sweet conscious
Willing to be good
He sacrificed everything
Being thoughtful everyday
To show how much he adores
To show that he really means it
Treated the one like it should be
Possessive and obsessive
He was depressively in love.

Minutes to ten
He was grinning before bed, waiting for a short conversation
The one whom he moved on with
Declared the words, likely known to him
He wish it was just a joke, but he didn’t hear any chuckles
Then the room was loud with silence
He lost it all.

Bitter consciousness
His heart wakens by hope
Disturbed still
He tried to fix everything
Saving what’s left,
Even quit the job he owned,
Neglected his best friends
Dismayed his family.
He convinced himself it was worth it
Though it wastes him, he’s a mess.

He stared at their last love letter
Touched the picture of them both
Putting it back together, but it doesn’t look the same.
He smiled a little with tears
It was just another picture to burn.
His phone blast a ring tone, it was their favorite song
A text message arrived; “I never want to hurt you, dear”
It doesn’t matter to him anymore.

It was 3.46 am
He’s hurt and in love
Helpless and foolish
He was crying as flashbacks haunts him
Cracked up with a knife in his hand
Blood was all over the keyboard
The last thing he sees
Was
“Inside A Giver’s Mind”