[ I've FOund A Corner To Cry ]

It's December again. so much happened at the end of this very month... and it happened again... I've done terrible things... I messed up his life. I'm obsessed. It's true.. I can't let him go. I kept denying those fact.. But . yeah.. I'm in denial. 

I wish you well... happy... good life... I don't hate you.. I just don't care anymore.

I came a loong way to confess.. but people already knew it. I've never been honest to myself or to some people. It's a way for me to be alive.. but in the end I died at my own trigger.

2009 to me is a veery long year. I still feel that I'm stuck there. I can't figure out where to start anew. last minute? Too late?

What do I get this December? Nothing... Just shit and a lot more of that coming. I'm leaving 2009 .. Just gonna start with ever I had now.. and hope nice things would happened. SO I've learnt my lesson well... 

I'm not alone.. But my soul is.