[ I'm In Love? ]

It has been a while since my last posting. I was planning to start my Vlog soon. But can't seem to start on the right day.. or probably I kept on postponing it.

I'm shy on camera.. especially with capturing videos (not porn) of myself. So imagine how hard it is for me to be talking to myself and act as if someone's watching me.

Anyways, meeting people as dates has been fun. I've fallen for so many guys. But only a few still plays in my mind. I don't want to brag, but some tried really hard to make a connection, but only one tamed my heart.

We've known so long ago. But kinda on and off cause he got a hectic social life..... he's kinda a family guy. Though I knew he was screaming for freedom.

Since our first *magical* date, we like each other.

I knew that for me having a long distance is ridiculous. Because I've made comments on it. I guess I'll give it a try. No.. we haven't declared anything yet. we decided to take things slow and see how it goes.

He's nice... attractive... adorable... romantic.... matured.... well although I have issues for him being straight-forward but I've found it amusing. I might got a bit jealous sometimes, but hey, we've only just begun.

Or I might be a bit worried when he gets high or going to clubs, but ya know.... I'm cool.

He travels a lot. Enjoying life. Fun. Big family. he's kinda in a high-level community. So I'm really not in the same level as his. But he accept me for who I am.

Hopefully this works. I'm just gonna wait. I'll be meeting him soon. If it blooms then I would end my single years... if he backed out, then there goes another year of me being alone.

Wish Me Luck