[ I Realize ]

“by Aleaf"

He jumped off to another

And still sleeps at night.

Never have the thought to consider me

Have to look what you’re looking for

I just got to know

It’s not me.

[ Sometimes ]

“by Aleaf”



Sometimes we keep secrets to survive
Sometimes we lie so we don’t lose the one we care
Sometimes hormones made u do strange things
Sometimes when you know, that you “KNOW”,
we just can’t put our hopes too high.


Sometimes it's a lot harder avoiding people than facing them
Sometimes when we love we don't get it back in return
Sometimes it's not always our family that love you the most
Sometimes it's the family that you make yourself.

Sometimes when we grew apart
we still sang the same "old song"
Sometimes the world doesn't go your way
Life and death?
Sometimes we have to think about it.

[ Is it? *Smirk* ]

Sex is better après-pleur

wuhoooo....

[ Anniversaire Heureux ]

[ 26th June 2008 ]

" ... Fa fa fa fa.. fa fa fa fa.. Fabolous! "

[ My Baby Girl ]

[ Jobie ]

Full name: Babie "Jobie" Samantha

Sex: Female

Age: 7 month

Hobbies: Biting, run around the house, eat-eat, sleep.

Sexual orientation: Straight

[ Give Time ]

A boy with a mission
Finding the next in line
Another man, another

“Let’s get along” he said
Exchanged digits
First date came along
A comment on my visage
A timid steam on my cheek
A sweet compliment on my hidden fat
Consequent meetings afterwards.

That night, that comfy night
He held my hand
Familiar words were spoken.

It was still an uncharted sea
Love will find a way I thought
Give time, I whispered

[ After ]

“by Aleaf”

I thought you love me
True love?
I’ve eaten the apple
And was left a seed-clogged throat
A knife-twist of pure agony.
Like a clock without hands
Wounding up and running
But the face was totally blank.

[ The Flaws That killed You ]

"by Aleaf"


We’ve made headlines
Discreetly.
Love and being loved.
Questioned.

Small lines were beginning to creep
From the corner of my eyes
Deeper lines bracketed my mouth
Stretch marks were forming
Unattractive.

You battled a way to dis-stare
Intentionally exceeded your 9 to 5
A gap on the bed
Sparks fly
There is no love in it, just routines.

Anniversary
I saw you lying stiff on the floor
The green mug clutched in your finger
I smiled, a painful relief
As I took the last sip
I’m flawless.

[ Almost Lovers ]

"Almost Lovers"
by A Fine Frenzy

Your fingertips across my skin
The palm trees swaying in the wind
Images
You sang me Spanish lullabies
The sweetest sadness in your eyes
Clever trick

Well I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street
You took my hand and danced with me
Images
And when you left, you kissed my lips
You told me you would never, never forget
These images

Well I never want to see you unhappy
I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you're gone and I'm haunted
And I bet you are just fine
Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover
Goodbye, my hopeless dream
I'm trying not to think about you
Can't you just let me be?
So long, my luckless romance
My back is turned on you
Should've known you'd bring me heartache
Almost lovers always do

[ Getting Over ]

Do I think of you after the break-up?
All the time.




Why can't I forget about you?
Because getting over you is hardest thing ... I ever done.

[ Aleaf ]

[ Suddenly ]

"by Aleaf"

The sky gloomed
The clouds seem depressed
suddenly it rained
I jumped, startled
Thor's hammer at work.

Flipping through a novel
The last 6 pages
Suddenly slipped out, a creeping motion
I picked it up, numb
The glossy image of him.